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Name: Grace
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading, good food, bubble tea, music, shopping
Expertise: Laughing at NJH, hugging Tweety Bird
Occupation: MT's biggest fan!
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12/4/2008
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Hurhur, 'm back on my habits of isolation into the world of paperback again. Seriously, this book is drop-dead amazing! I can't quite put my finger on why Audrey Niffeneger's books make my heart race. They just do. I foresee this to be another one of those blackholes; once I'm sucked in, there's no way of getting out. (Nonetheless, thanks to a special friend who helped pick a copy for me. You're the best!  )
Another thing to add: Dove Promises are so addictive! And strangely, it's not for the chocolate - it tastes pretty much the same. Somehow, Dorothy and I are getting this immense sense of adrenaline and excitement from opening the lil' chocolate wrappers and reading the messages inside. We're pretty stupid in knowing subconsciously that we're likely to get repeated messages, but I guess we are just so easily amused that we want to see which repeated message it is  Nonetheless, they're so awesome!!!
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And here's where I ask myself: Why, why, why? Why does it have to be history repeating itself? Why do we always regret? Why do I never learn? Why are you too good? Why am I so far behind? Why is she gone? Why is he so naive? And here's the danger of people losing themselves in trying to find the reason. So personally, I think the solution is just to bite the bullet, walk through and know that we will all return to the ground someday. The only thing to worry about is how we get there. So, suck it up.
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You tell me that I'm just not the one for you
You say I hold on too tight
So I'm just moving out
While you come clean and say it to my face
That I'm just so insignificant Can't exactly remember why or when I wrote that, but I grew to fall in love with it after the first jam. Hurhurhur, and it has progressed from that to ones like 'That Beautiful Girl' or 'Break Up'. All of them are but mere representations or reflections of the time period, context, conflict... ...and the real deal? That lies in reality itself, which is for us to embrace and brave through. If you live through, then give yourself a golden star. If you fall, just get back up. Our days on earth are but ephemeral, so there really is nothing to worry about (except that the more obnoxious ones would like to plan how they leave the planet). ---------- Yesterday: suicide with vectors, ran unnecessary errands, relived memories at Borders, met a skinny lil' friend, killed my feet, gained twenty pounds (), lost my mind, lost control. I almost forgot: greetings to you. Feel free to make whatever assumptions and inferences that you want. I will do my best to avoid shooting you again. Thanks for yesterday, anyway. You're the best! | | |
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There is meant to be a time and season for everything. Other people also agree that everything has a reason. First, he was the reason. And every consequent explanation turned out wrong. He left, then she became the other reason. I can't even count the number of times that her name was the basis of all action and thought. Looking back is such a cheesy thing to do, but something that all of us find ourselves caught up with. Remembering the past could be a good or bad thing; nonetheless, it's a common hobby. And when you do, it may just bring laughter or tears. The mistake doesn't just lie in what you did, but what you did not do. After the arduous journey of finding the right purpose, it has ended: Christ is the reason. "Don't learn the hard way while the easy path is still there." | | |
| When things seem too slow-moving, we wish it could speed up. But once we're on the fast lane, we realise that maybe it would have been best to just put up with the slight lack of an adrenalin rush. Sadly, we can hardly be contented. All we can strive for is perfection, with the hope that there is something lying out of our peripherals and sight which will give us full satisfaction. Our selfish human nature really only brings about destruction, doesn't it? Maybe it was a wrong decision. Maybe we should have kept silent and let the suspense hang in the air for a while longer. Maybe this will be the 'same old' all over again. (And yeap, 'same old' was not a good thing) In the long run, how will everything hold up? And as said before, the present is valuable as it is. The future, in some sense, is an array of possibilities to explore. But it does not restrict our contentment with what sits our palms now.  These are one of those days where you want to hide under the covers and bury yourself. Though there was a passage in Psalms that lifted me a lil'.
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over ---------- 'Ve been such a pig these days. All I ever want to do is sleep, hang out, then sleep again, eat a bit, take another nap. Gosh, if this routine is not snapped out of, the term 4 is going to be rather interesting...perhaps in a way that is not entirely to my advantage. *Yawns* I AM SLEEPYYYY. | | |
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Been on some high-sugar rampage with the Leo's these few days. It isn't something to be proud of, but definitely something to smile at  Hurhurhur, the lemon cheesecake from Cakes Delight was a sweet surprise from the girls. And Kings Street Cafe is awesome stuff. The cakes are almost-literally to die for! Chelsea Leo's good when it comes to the high-end eateries. Next slice is on me, hey? I wanna try the cheesecake!!! ---------- It's difficult when you want to say something and the thoughts are just so clear in your head, but the words cannot form their proper sentences. And in self-contradiction, that is not exactly helping the situation either. Heck, anyway. Let go of what has happened and just move on; everything is for the same purpose, for the same Person. So many unexpected things have been thrown to and fro this week. Pffffffft, but there's always the choice to look at brighter things in life. Plus, it's the holidays and I simply cannot wait for that special weekend  | | |
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